OMG!!! 1 year, 5 months and 3 days.....

Things change, people change, situations change, Memories don't....
Good or bad, memories are all that you'd have.

On and Off..2011..Really can't believe that!!!

As for now there is no time to write and story the whole things in one shoot here..if i want to do it, need ample time for this..a lot to be share and a lot to show...just wait patiently..
Currently working on hardly to finished my chambering period for 9 months..and guess what it ends up very soon...this 9 months feels so breathless..

First and formost a big Thanks to all Othman Hashim and UNHCR staffs for their warm and friendly environment since i started my Chambering and Legal Aid there...I learn a lot of things that can't be found during my study time..Humanitarian, discipline, friendly and ethics conduct for young lawyers...all these counts in...
Whatever it is, 2011 is the year that i cant forget so far...

yeay~~, Long call coming soon!!

will update soon...don't count the day..just wait....(~~o)

Feelings Versus Thoughts and Beliefs

Feelings and thoughts are different, but also are one and the same. They are like the head and tail of a coin. We react to events with both thoughts and feelings. Feelings are emotions, and sensations, and they are different from thoughts, beliefs, interpretations, and convictions. When difficult feelings are expressed, the sharp edges are dulled, and it is easier to release or let go of the bad feeling. If we only express our beliefs about the event and not the feelings, the bad feelings linger and are often harder to release. Whenever someone says, "I feel that..." the person is about to express a belief, not a feeling.

On The WaY BaCk MaLaccA

The whole day focusing on my Professional Practice Assignment..not even crossing my mind i will go back today to Malacca. It was a quick decision i made. That’s me...always doing something without planning..Honestly most of the time it works..my whole entire life was unplanned...can’t believe that, isn't it?? well, let see..hmmm I’m having foreign partners, travelling out from Malaysia, Family situation and most of the time...having difficult time during my studies..that is why we should "expect what is unexpected”..always be ready and prepared physically and mentally cos we never know what's going to happen tomorrow and the rest of our life...

As I’m writing this post, it was raining whole the way..i couldn't sleep much cos it makes me worry with the road condition..this time all my memories flash back during my few years studying in KL. What i learnt there is more than i learnt while im in high school.. being by my side whether I’m happy or sad was my best buddy, Farhah..without her i don’t think that i could manage to reach till this level..honestly deep in my heart nothing i could make to repay back her kindness to me..i pray for u all the time that your life will be bless and u will always face easiness rather than hardness..

For now... NoNO (,--)

A PiCtUrE WorTh A ThOuSaNd WorDs

It’s funny but it’s true..

Sinaran matahari yang terik dengan cuaca yg agak kering membuatkan aku merasa sedikit kurang selesa…teman sekelasku kim sadihan mendampingiku sepanjang perjalanan ke kelas menaiki scooter kesayanganku..

On the way, aku terserempak dengan beberapa pemuda bermotosikal bertentangan jalan sambil mengenyit2kan mata mereka kearah kami…

Geli geleman pun ader..ishkk..aper dah…cara paling murah sekali tuk flirt kot..

Selepas beberapa waktu aku pusing kebelakang untuk melihat samaada masih terkenyit2 lagi keah mata mereka…seketika kemudian aku baru tersedar yg sebenarnya mereka berperangai begitu disebabkan tukang mesin rumput sepanjangjalan…ohhh diaorg nak elakkan pasir dan batu masuk mata rupernyer…hehehe terperasan plak kitaorg…

Malu dowhhhh….

Ishk…kami ketawa terbahak2 sebab perasan sendiri..kehkehkeh…

Moral of the story :

hehehe never misunderstood things by its appeareance and never perasanterlalu cepat..

HuKm CheRa$

my 2younger sisters..Aqeelah and Solehah

she is trying to open the line by herself..what a brave little girl u are sis..

she was thinking when she can be discharge from the Hospital..it is almost 2 mnths..she need a break to see outside world..she wanna breath fresh air in our kampung..

sometimes visitors came tghtr with the gifts..at least that could release ur sadness..

u know how to fill ur leisure time..by playing video games..
smile as wider as u can dear cos whatever it is i know what did u feel deep inside ur heart

no matter what im always be by urside..physically and spiritually

i love u so much that nothing can be compared with it..

u keep asking me whether we looks a like or not..i would say YES definitely,as i am beautiful as u (^_^)

standing and watching few patients in this hospital makes me thankful to God cos still let me to stay healthy..it is not easy watching the one u loved suffering from pain and taking some medication just to enhance their immune body system..time passes where u dun realize whats going on outside there..staying isolated,sitting in the room without mixing with people around will turn ur mood down..this people are so much different from others..their life is not as the same as before once they hv been admitted here..for those who outside there take my advice, please appreciate ur life..be kind to the one u loved..grab the chances to live with healthy life before God take it back..build the life parallel with the Islamic value..cos u never know what is gonnal happen to us tomorrow and the rest of the remaining days in our life..

i love my family..as much as they loved me..(^o^)

nUrUL qAI$ArA<- -My NiEcE

OpEn Hou$E

RiGht after a WeeK of raya, i got invitation for Open house in Setiawangsa from my MC frens, Yanie..hehehe everytime raya must have open house..2nd of raya im sure tht i gain weight up to 2kg..well thts not a problem for me cos doesnt matter how much i eat still the same size n figure..duno where does the fat goes..i get to know few of gorgeous girls here..
$ELAMAT HARI RAYA ...(^_^)... MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

THIS year's EID

This are some of the compilation of my family picture during raya,not much but still there are some snap taken..This year raya is not so pleasant for our family..this was the second time where we celebrate first Eid without Abuya by our side..unlike last year raya it was full with unforgettable event wherethere was so many things occurred. my youngest sister suffering from leukemia had to go through her few days Raya with painful situation..she was still under the chemo treatment..cos of too eager to celebrate first raya at home she force herself trying 2finish her treatment right a day before raya..
i loved her with all my body and soul..
as usual first day of raya we will hv the gathering in my late grandmom house,Malaca tghtr with my cousins, aunties, uncles and nephews..its create a hectic surrounding especially during this time. for the young girls like me we had to spend most of the time in the kitchen preparing food and drink for the guests. this is the golden time to meet everyone u never meet almost for a years. u will also get to know so many people that related to ur blood and find that 'oh gosh i got cousins here and there..' and also might be 'eh, never know that u are my cousins..'
perhaps that is the significant of why Islam encourage us to spend our first Syawal gathering with family and had a forgive session among us..human mistake deal with human..our mistake to God, only He can grant us the forgiveness..
So if it is not too late..since Syawal month still not end yet, let me grab this opportunity seeking forgiveness to all my beloved frens outside there..during the time that we had known each other if i had ever broke ur heart or miss behaving...pls do forgive me as each human is not perfect and always tend to make mistakes..

FiNd 0uT WhAt KiNda GuY u HaVe

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and
how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

ViSiting The GrEat IsLaMic M0NuMeNtS

In the beggining, Islam started as a small community deep in the heart of the Arabian Desert. It is a religion destined to influence the world with its civilization. From the valleys of the Arabian Desert, the spark of Islamic civilization has spread throught all major continents of the world within half the century of the Prophet Muhammad's (s.a.w) death.

The message of Islam went forth with an electrifying speed from Africa to Europe amd from India to China, evolving into a series of great civilization. Forming a complex community of diverse ethnic background and united by a common faith, underpinned by a global network of thousands of mosques.

It was good for us to have knowledge about all the great Islamic Mosques that reminisce the rise of Islam into a sophisticated global religion. Im so impress to see all these great Islamic Monuments and perhaps i could share it with u guys..



behind me is Sultan Omar Ali Saifuddin Mosque, Brunei Darussalam

Great Mosque of Agadez, Niger

Great Mosque of Qairawan, Tunisia


above are the picture of the palace of Al-Hambra, Granada, Spain.

this part of the view of the Great Mosque of Qairawan, Tunisia.

Suleyman Mosque, Turkey

Al- Haram Mosque, Mecca, Saudi Arabia.

Sheikh Lutfallah Mosque, Iran

Kubbah As-Sakhrah, Baitul Muqaddis, Palestin

Taj Mahal

the Sultan Omar Ali Saifuddin Mosque, Brunei Darussalam

Pattani Central Mosque, Thailand

Kudus Minar, Central Java, Indonesia

Aleppo Citadel, Syria

the palace of Al-Hambra, Granada, Spain.

front view of the Suleyman Mosque, Turkey

Badshasi Mosque, Lahore, Pakistan

on the right, Kalyan Minaret, Uzbekistan

Great Mosque of Samarra, Iraq

the picture of the Kul Sharif Mosque, Kazan,Russia

Xian Mosque, China